Committment vs Follow-Through

I am committed to writing in this blog every day. Unfortunately my follow-through has been lacking. It's not that I don't have time to write. In some cases, it's just the simple fact that I didn't have anything to write about. On the other hand, I do have things I could write about, but am uncertain if I should be sharing those thoughts or experiences. Part of it is the ADD. I have a real problem with self-worth, and every time things don't go right I tend to pull into my shell a little more. Plus I don't know if anyone will or wants to read my blog. I have a couple of people that read it, but I never receive any feedback. So, once again I will try to do better in the future and be more regular in my posting things here.

There's one word I almost never use, unless I'm talking to myself. It's a common word and a lot of people use it, but I tend to be a people pleaser, so I almost never say it. That word is "NO." Example: I have been asked to be on many committees. My current list of things I said "YES" to is: Chair of the S/PPRC committee, Chair of Outreach Committee (Missions), on the district Leadership committee, on the district Lay Development committee, School for Lay Ministries Representative to the District Council, I'm the District Statistician, I create the evaluation and registration sheets for several committee's projects and I do the analysis on those evaluation sheets. Yes, I definitely need to add "NO" to my vocabulary.